Meet the webmaster . . .

Marshall Hunter Cleveland

I'm a 15 year old guy, living in Northern Virginia. My family consists of five people: My Father, My Mother, My two sisters, and Me. Each of us have our own problems, my problems I keep to myself, yet they have no choice but not to, so I have to deal with their troubles along with my own. Negativity . . . I am filled with it. "Think positive" . . . Ha, that's is damn near impossible for me. But who cares about that? No one . . . so anyway . . . I like music . . . but not playing music . . . not being involved in music in any way other than a listener. My favorite bands and artists, in no particular order, are: The Doors, The Violent Femmes, Pearl Jam, Rusted Root, Bob Dylan, Simon and Garfunkel, Metallica, Marilyn Manson, and a variety of others. Classic Rock, Classical, and SOME Alternative . . . my favorite Genres. What I don't like is the majority of newer music . . . most of it sucks . . . groups who don't even use instruments . . . bah to that! Bands who have other people write their songs . . . Bah to that! The whole music industry . . . bah to that! The media? Ha! Society? Ha! *shakes head*

Oy, what an ugly-ass dude! That's a picture from like . . . early last summer (summer 00') when I first got my head shaved . . . my hair now is REALLY funny looking, as opposed to the hair in that picture, which is just funny looking . . . :P

The world . . . people . . . life . . . me . . . everything . . . I hate it all . . . but as I write more crap for this site, I'm sure I'll include a lot of rants about these things . . . so . . . This town . . . this place in which I live . . . this place in which I was raised . . . this place I'll be in for hopefully less than one more year . . . Is horrible . . . . I can't stand it here. Can't stand it at all. But again . . . I'm sure I'll have rants on this too . . . so again . . . Ok, this is supposed to be a biography . . . Well, I'm depressed, and I probably will suffer from some mental illness(es) (Schizophrenia runs through my family, as does depression and some social anxiety disorder.), but I shouldn't think about that too much. All my true feelings I keep inside usually . . . and then they eat away at me . . . make me feel pain emotionally . . . and that starts to lead to the pain becoming physical . . . I'm an annoying person . . . both when I am trying to be annoying, and also when I'm not . . . I'm just generally an annoying fool. I also try to make people laugh, try to make people be happier, I try that too much, which usually involves me putting my happiness away. Trying to make other people happier/entertained at my expense . . . and I usually always fail my goal anyway . . . I keep quiet in school most of the time . . . keep to myself . . . try to stay out of trouble . . . I'm quiet unless there is someone I can talk to around . . . I'm in advanced classes . . . but I'm failing . . . all because I'm friggin' lazy and I procrastinate too much. Homework . . . I never do it . . . hence the failures . . . I still get good grades on most tests and quizzes, and if I had paid attention and did the work assigned I know I'd have MUCH better grades . . . damn school . . . no, damn me . . . I'm also a dumbass . . . for various reasons . . . I need to lose some weight . . . get a healthy diet . . . and exercise . . . I also need to do my schoolwork . . . Damn . . . I write too much . . .

There you go . . . me . . . somewhat . . .